lingers and yearns

you never know how much i misses you...
the times that we've shared through...
i'm very grateful for that chance in a lifetime...
the break of meeting you in this journey...in this crossroads…
an accident?
thanks anyway…
cause you surely brought in mirth and smirk
i miss the "ampz"and the correct smiles that register from your red lips...
the unique magnificence that only you banners true.
heaven is surely that close when i'm near you
but that was seems to be for a long time ago..
do i sound so heartrending or poignant? i guess so...
but can you blame a heart that is yearning for you
a friend who means a lot
so much that is not enough to bear
let me cease this moment
to keep tears from flooding
you know for the fact how much you mean
to a guy here waiting

"i'll wait even if you will not come..."

(,")Heaven(".)*

when will i ever savor the day that i will not be away
from you...
in my dreams?in my mind?or the die that i will die
and be an angel to guide you?
you might not know how i really long to be with
you...
to be captivated by your warm embrace...your
sweet caress...
you might not believe nor give importance to what i
truly feel but i have laid all my cards(,")
nothing more, nothing less...
i dont care if i fail this test
for all that matters to me now is to give all my
best...
i might run out of words at times
my poems will be not fair with rhymes
whatever worst things that will come
this all the totality and sum
it all boils down to only one


"Me tula prem karto"


remember that for all i care,
for all i know...
my world is now better since i have
known you...
and for that i would like to thank you.


*during my first year in college